I’m nervous. I still feel like I don’t know what I’m doing. I have zero confidence. I don’t feel at home or comfortable up in front of a group of strangers, especially when I don’t really know what I’m talking about.
I’d feel a lot better with a few margaritas in me. I do pretty good karaoke that way, but I don’t think that’s allowed. 😦
Tomorrow is my first teaching practice session. I’ve had a few chances to observe already. I’ve been trying to concentrate on learning the techniques the teachers are using to get the information across and manage their classrooms. But they seem very comfortable with it and it’s obvious they know their material very well. I don’t.
Sure, I can speak English. I can read, write and spell it too. But I don’t know how to explain grammar. I don’t know all the rules and details. I struggle to use proper punctuation!
I spent about 4 hours this afternoon working on my lesson plan (for a 1 hour class). I’m still lost. Thank god there is a pretty good book to follow!
I’ll go over my notes again in the morning and try and get through this. After all, it’s not like they’re going to shoot me or anything. I should be happy to have the opportunity to work through my stage fright, right? 🙂
Deep breath – good luck xx
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thanks, I just hope I can sleep tonight and not toss and turn all night long with the nerves. I just made a cup of hot tea to try and chill out
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Think this, that you will teach English as it is spoken, not English Lit. Not many of your students to be are potential Steinbecks, they merely want to know what the words mean and how to use them to communicate..
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I agree, but we are being assessed on how well we follow the plan and how we do certain things.
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Your friends out here believe in you, you should as well. Take one step at a time, think it through and you’ll do just fine. You’ve successfully done a lot of new things in your lifetime, this is just another one of those.
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Thanks for the encouragement Rick. You’re right. I’m just not confident or comfortable up in front of people. I’ve always been happier not at the center of attention (weird for a Leo).
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Good luck! I was a wreck giving a talk to a ladies group, but followed the advice of keeping eye contact with several individuals in the audience periodically as if I was speaking directly just to them. Don’t think I could teach though.
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Thanks! I need to know the material much better before I feel confident!
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Hope you grow more and more confident every day! Remember they want to learn or they wouldn’t be there.
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Thanks for the encouragement Linda. I just finished my 3rd practice. It was slightly easier this time. 🙂
Now, I hope I don’t forget everything by the time I have my next practice next week!
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You’ll tough it out. After all, you know how to battle the seas. Strong runs through your veins.
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mostly just stubborn. 😉
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A new career path? Good for you. 🙂
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I’m trying everything I can think of to stay afloat. Teaching might actually work out. At least it will allow me to keep traveling.
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I wish you all the very best, Jill. 🙂 With any luck, you may find you love it, especially if it allows you to travel too.
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Thanks Linda, I appreciate your well wishes. I hope it turns into something I can do. It would be really great if I learn to love it too.
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